I DO NOT HAVE AN EATING DISORDER - Page 100 - TRIGGER WARNING psychiatric treatment
Wow, 100 pages, hard to believe. There are about half a dozen pages here where the linework is really poor quality because I was having trouble sourcing more of the inking pens I usually use. It will get better!
This was my first experience with a psychiatrist, and I can’t help but feel that I would’ve gotten more out of it if I was less freaked out. I unfortunately have a panic trigger on being trapped in rooms or cars with men, so this was not an ideal situation for me. I’m sure he was being perfectly reasonable, but everything felt like an attack. The last thing I wanted to be doing was discussing the intimacies of my mental health and coping strategies with a male stranger who seemed like he wanted to figuratively gut me. Still, I did the best I could with the abilities I had, and I have to give myself credit for that.